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May 21, 2000
Peter: Well, as You know, the moment I prepare myself to take a longer
break from our dialoging, I receive more questions. As I see it, the issue
of full responsibility and accountability of each individual, who is about
to ask You questions through me, for verifying with You within
themselves whether such questions are appropriate to ask on the
platform of these Dialogs, has not hit anyone’s awareness yet. For that
reason they are asking questions that might not be appropriate to
answer on this platform or that the usefulness of which is not clear
because they might be just the result of idle curiosity. Of course, it is
fully and completely up to You to make such a distinction. So, here are
the questions for Your consideration and determination of whether Your
answers to them should be included in this particular Dialog. The first
question came from the Czech Republic (L. Beranova). She is interested
to know whether You, as The Lord Jesus Christ, will also get rid of all
Your Personal memories about the existence of the negative state in the
same manner or similarly as in the cases of all other relative sentient
entities. Where would You put away those memories? Also to the
Universality-Of-It-All so that they would not burden anyone including
You? During discussion about this issue Martina and Petra came to the
conclusion that, following the elimination of the negative state, the
positive state should be ‘more positive than positive’ because it would not
be burdened at all by the original unanswered questions. Then Monika of
the Czech Republic would like to ask You to consider the concept of
meditation and what it means from the position of the positive state and
how this concept would be characterized; as well as if there is any
difference between the state of meditation and pondering, thinking or
contemplating about The New Revelation of The Lord Jesus Christ in
general.
Later on in the day, I received some more questions. At this time, these
questions were asked by Your representatives here in the good old USA.
Michael Maldonado submitted for Your consideration, four questions: 1.
When sleeping (or in the unconscious mode) do all humans perform
positive work for The Lord Jesus Christ toward the ending of the negative
state, or is there a reverse parallel effort by those originating from the
negative state toward more negative results? 2. Is there any
commonality whatsoever that can be revealed at this time by those
humans with similar types of sleeping disorders, or some commonality as
to the type of effort or work performed (for example, among all those with
epilepsy, insomnia, narcolepsy, etc)? 3. Is the control of sleep disorders
with drugs always counterproductive to the ‘purpose’ provided by the
unadjusted or uncontrolled disorder (as refers either towards the goal of
eliminating the negative state, or prolonging it) by typical humans? By
Your representatives? 4. Finally, are there any sleep disorders on other
“planets” of the pseudo-creation? The next question came from Dr.
Ardyth Norem: Since the pseudo-creators created this deadly
entanglement which we call human life, what is now the level and nature
of their involvement in disentangling the negative structures of human
life? How does The Lord Jesus Christ participate in that work, and are
there ways that we as representatives are recommended to participate in
this work? Much of this was addressed in the last Dialog, but perhaps
there is more information with regard to how human systems were
“rigged’ to keep them locked into separation and negativity, and how we
may contribute to accelerate the healing. Still, later on in the day, another
question came from Slovakia (from Mirko Leško). He is asking the
following: In the previous Dialogs which addressed the issue of the true ‘I
am’ versus ‘ego,’ The Lord Jesus Christ points out that it is you who
decides whether you will function from your true ‘I am’ or from your ‘ego.’
Please, explain more about the ‘switching mechanism’ between the true ‘I
am’ and ‘ego.’ Who is that ‘you’ (here on planet Zero) who decides to what
mode this switching takes place? Who in this case has the right of
decision? Because the one who makes such decisions, that one bears
responsibility, who will be ‘judged’ — ‘ego’, the true ‘I am’ or ‘you?’ Also, is
it possible that sometimes, even when we are consciously aware that we
are under the dominance of our ego states, and we are trying to switch to
our true ‘I am,’ and we are asking for it, somehow we are not always
successful in this effort. End of the questions. It seems to me that people
would always like to know more than what is being revealed by You at
each particular time during the recording of these Dialogs. Of course,
before addressing these questions and whether they merit Your answers,
perhaps You have something You would like to consider first. You have
the floor.
The Lord Jesus Christ: Well, Peter, since these questions have come
across your desk, so-to-speak, it is obvious that it would be appropriate to
answer them on the platform of these Dialogs; even though the answers
to some of them should be obvious to everyone who has at least some
sense of how to logically deduce these answers from whatever has so far
been revealed in My New Revelation. On the other hand, it is clear that
the requirement of making an effort on their own in the process of
answering their own questions from Me within them or for carefully
checking out whether their questions should be submitted to Me via you,
Peter, has not yet penetrated their conscious awareness. Still, having a
typical human nature, some people, even My true representatives, will
disregard this important requirement no matter how many times they
are reminded about it. The spiritual danger in this respect is in the
development of dependency on external inputs instead of on their own
inner input in this respect. If such a dependency develops, in that case,
the trap of the renegades is set and one may become their slave in the
sense that one will not be able to make a move without asking you, Peter,
to petition Me for giving them whatever they think they need as related
to the answers to their questions. So, once more, please, do not submit
any questions to Me through Peter unless you receive a clear indication
from Me from within you that it is advisable for the benefit of all to do
that. Unless you follow this advice, in the future, your questions will not
be answered on the platform of these Dialogs. This decision is made for
your own sake, for the sake of your own spiritual independence and
reliance on your own intuition and on Me within you.
The above mentioned important requirement brings us to something that
is needed to be brought to your attention (to the attention of all readers
of these Dialogs) at this particular time. We are in the process of closing
one important chapter in the phase of the currently ongoing shift.
Because of that, preparations are also being made for the opening of the
next important phase of this shift. In that phase, the importance of your
ability to be self-reliant in all aspects of your life, and especially in
seeking your own answers to your own questions without any mediation,
will be very much emphasized and needed. You need to learn to reflect
the setup which exists in the positive state. If you are in the midst of the
positive state, it is obvious that by all modes of your personal and
individual lives you are to adopt the lifestyle of the positive state.
Because in the positive state everyone is fully self-reliant in all aspects of
their true lives, and because if they have any questions they approach
Me directly for answers to them, without asking a third person to do that
on their behalf, you are to strive to be the same way. This proper
tendency will keep you out of the influence of the negative state and its
renegades, whose non-life is based on the dependency on and mediation
by someone else who is in a position of pseudo-authority.
On the part of the renegades, you can expect one thing during the
institution of this new phase of the ongoing shift. An all-out effort will be
made by them to tempt you to not rely on yourself in all aspects of your
life, or at least, in some aspects of your life, but instead, under the
umbrella of your inability or undesirability to be so or to do so, to rely on
some external factors. Thus, the renegades will do everything in their
power to foster your dependency on someone or something else, and not
on yourselves. If they could succeed in their effort, not only would they
keep you out of being in the midst of the positive state, but they would be
able to utilize all your energies for their own negative purposes.
Because the nature, structure and content of the next phase of the
ongoing shift is such that it places you into the position of full self-
reliance, it is obvious that the shift is being made more and more toward
asking your own questions and getting your own answers with the
subsequent sharing of them with all interested, without any signs of
imposition, duress or demand to listen to or to abide by whatever you are
sharing. This requirement will result in the lesser frequency of having
these Dialogs. Such dialoging will be taking place only and only if
questions of real and genuine multiversal significance will arise and only
if the enquirers will have a clear indication that they are needed to be
answered on the platform of these Dialogs. The time for implementation
and practice of what is contained in these Dialogs and My New
Revelation in general is at hand. For that reason, the shift is also from
asking questions (or asking them but seeking answers to them from
everything which has so far been revealed in My New Revelation) to
implementation and practice of all principles and ideas of The New
Revelation. In this sense, it is obvious that you also need to learn to seek
your answers to your questions from everything that has been said in My
New Revelation, in addition to your own efforts in this respect. At the
same time, you need to learn to verify the truthfulness of any answers
you may get from your own within by everything which is contained in
My New Revelation. As mentioned several times previously, if your
answers fully and completely adhere to the principles and ideas of My
New Revelation, in that case, you can be assured that they are coming
from Me. Otherwise, they would be coming from a deceiving source.
So, you have here three important sources for receiving answers to your
questions: One is from your own within, by your own effort and intuition;
the second is by seeking out these answers in, or by deducing them
(utilizing your deductive abilities) from My New Revelation in all its
three sources; and the third is, if your questions really have multiversal
significance, getting the answers on the platform of these Dialogs for as
long as Peter is available to do this important work. However, if Peter is
no longer available for this work (after his recall, for example; or for any
other important reasons — whatever they may be), or if, for whatever
reasons, the time for this type of dialoging passes, in that case, only the
first two sources for answering your questions will be available for the
rest of your lives on planet Zero. After all, various different phases of this
shift will require a different approach. It is quite conceivable that, at one
point in your time, such dialoging will no longer be feasible or needed
because of different spiritual needs and requirements. These are
important requirements for the next phase of the ongoing shift. Please,
take heed to your heart! It is very important! And this is all that I
wanted to contribute today.
Peter: Thank You very much for this important clarification.
The Lord Jesus Christ: You are welcome, Peter. And now we may
proceed with answering of all posed questions. We are going to answer
them in the sequence as they were coming to you, Peter. Let us begin
with L. Beranova’s question. Will I remember the pseudo-being and
pseudo-existence of the negative state and human non-life and all their
atrocities and abominations after they are eternally eliminated and all
their experiences are placed into the Universality-Of-It-All? The answer
to this question depends on from what mode of perception of reality you
look at it. In some ways you can say that the answer is ‘yes’ and ‘no.’ Do
you remember what I said a long, long time ago (in your
conceptualization of time) about this issue (in the Old Testament of the
Bible)? That I will not remember their sins. What is this statement
telling you? There is no need for remembering anything of this nature.
Why is it so? Because, as you remember from previous Dialogs, the
pseudo-being and pseudo-existence of the negative state and its human
non-life, from the position of My Absolute Positiveness, is not registered
by Me as the true reality; or simply stated, it does not exist in the true
reality of My Absolute State since it is only an illusion fabricated by the
relative sentient minds. Therefore, from this standpoint, there is nothing
to remember or retain in My Memory.
However, the situation is not as simple as that. This viewpoint can be
considered the objective mode of perception of reality. On the other hand,
how does the subjective mode see this situation? My coming down
(symbolically speaking) to the level of the relative sentient entities who
are in their own subjective mode, puts Me at their level of perception,
understanding and recall. As you remember, I specifically incarnated
into their relative life in order to experience everything the way they
experience it. From their position, from the position of the relative, the
promise was made by Me that I will blot out all memories related to
anything contained in the negative state and its human non-life. So, if I
look at everything from their position, I fall under the same rule as they
do in this respect.
On the other hand, what would the situation be if you look at this issue
from the position of My Absolute Knowing of everyone and everything?
Would that position contain any memories related to the negative state
and human non-life? Of course it would, but for Me Personally it would
not be a disturbing phenomenon because, first of all, I gave My Own
Permission for the illusion of the negative state and its human non-life to
come to their own pseudo-reality in the first place; and secondly, the
Absolute Knowing of the reasons for such permission and for its outcome
and the usefulness it would serve for the benefit of all, would far
outweigh any possible harm for having such memories within Me. I
would be looking at them as something that was needed for the
preservation of the sanity of all sentient entities and for giving them the
absolute free choice in their ultimate choosing of the fullness and
completeness of the true life of the positive state. If no other way were to
be possible to establish this fullness and completeness, in that case, it
would be for a very noble and good cause to permit something like the
negative state and its human non-life. So, as you see from this fact,
basically, the negative state and its human non-life, were permitted to be
invented, activated and put into motion for a good cause. Because it is
good, the goodness of it is ultimately positive.
Thus, in My Absolute Mind, there is nothing negative contained in them
because the ultimate outcome is what counts and not its interim
processes and manifestations. In this sense therefore, the only memories
that will be retained, will always and only be good and positive. As you
see from this description, not only I in My Absolute Knowing and
Remembering, but also all sentient entities will look at and remember
only the outcomes and not their transient and temporary processes and
manifestations. Because outcomes are always positive and good in this
respect, therefore, their memories will always be good and positive as
well. In this sense, there will be nothing negative, bad, evil or false to
remember. This is how My promise to blot out their transgressions, as
well as their memories about them, can be interpreted.
From all the above, you can conclude that Martina’s and Petra’s
assumption that the positive state will be more positive after all answers
to the existential questions are received and after the negative state and
human non-life are no more, is a correct one. It is only logical to assume
that if the positive state at the present time is not in the state, process
and condition of its fullness and completeness, and if it is burdened by
non-life of the negative state and human non-life, in that case, its
positiveness is incomplete as well. After all, the terms ‘fullness and
completeness’ do not preclude anything. On the other hand, lack of this
fullness and completeness makes it impossible for anything to fully and
completely manifest its nature. Therefore, in this sense, once the fullness
and completeness of the positive state is established, it will be more
positive, or fully and completely positive, way above anything existing at
this time. For that reason, you can say with Martina and Petra that the
positive state will be more positive than positive. This is a very nice
metaphor.
Now, let us address Monika’s question. The answer to her question
should be very much obvious from everything contained in the books of
The New Revelation. From the position of the positive state, because all
its inhabitants are always in the state of inwardness, you can say that
they are in a constant meditative state. Inwardness equals meditation.
In the positive state meditation, pondering, contemplating, considering
something, thinking about something, etc., have the same meaning and
connotation. Thus, in this sense, in the positive state, no difference exists
between meditation, pondering, contemplating, thinking, considering,
etc., because all this takes place in the state of everyone’s inwardness. It
is a different situation with humans on planet Zero or with other
inhabitants of the Zone of Displacement. In their case, because they were
diverted from the state of their inwardness and placed into the state of
their outwardness, in order to establish any contact with their inward
state, intricate methods were developed which prescribe or give one a
way how to make such contacts. Such methods and procedures were
subsumed under the name of meditation (transcendental meditation, for
example). In order to meditate, you have to do certain specific things
which would lead you into the state of self-absorption in which state you
may be able to make contact with your own inwardness. These methods
and practices became a ritualistic and dogmatic means under which such
accomplishment is possible. Because of that, at one time, they were
totally and completely taken over by the negative state and, in
themselves, became negative, giving a very much false impression to
their practitioners that they are in the state of their own inwardness
while in fact, they are in a false state of pseudo-inwardness.
On the other hand, from a typical human perspective, when you ponder
about something or when you think or contemplate about something, it
does not require from you to undertake these laborious steps which
would make it possible for your pondering or thinking or contemplating
to take place. So, in the human conceptualization, there is a difference
between meditation and contemplation, pondering and thinking, because
humans are not in the state of their inwardness as is the case in the
positive state. However, the situation is somewhat different with you, My
true representatives. You no longer need to go through complex steps,
rituals and procedures in order to meditate, think, ponder or contemplate
about anything and not only about My New Revelation. By having My
New Revelation, by thinking, pondering or contemplating about it or by
concentrating on its ideas, you automatically establish a meditative state
or, to use better and more appropriate words, the state of your
inwardness. By this factor, you approximate the true life of the positive
state. So, in this respect, for those of you who read and unconditionally
accept My New Revelation, no difference exists between understanding
of the meaning and the state of meditation, thinking, pondering,
considering or contemplating. For you, it is all the same. This situation
with you reflects your being positioned in the midst of My positive state.
Let us now address Michael Maldonado’s questions. As you know,
different individuals, in their unique and non-duplicable personality
makeup and in their own specific roles, assignments and positions, have
very much different contributions to make to the outcome of the negative
state and its human non-life. In this sense, their energies or their works
are fully utilized for that important spiritual purpose. What are the
contributory factors to this outcome? On one hand, for the true
representatives of the positive state (whether overtly and covertly), it is
to do important work for Me and My positive state in all aspects and
states of their lives. Because of that, when sleeping or when in any other
conscious or unconscious mode, all their works are performed toward the
ending of the negative state.
On the other hand, if someone’s role, assignment and position is to be a
representative of the negative state, in that case, his/her works, in
whatever mode (while sleeping or in any unconscious or conscious mode)
are performed toward the winning of the negative state on planet Zero
and elsewhere. So, yes, some individuals perform positive works toward
the ending of the negative state and some toward its winning. However,
bear in mind, please, that those individuals whose role is to contribute all
their works and efforts toward the winning of the negative state,
ultimately, also contribute to the positive outcome of everything related
to this cycle of time/state/process. After all, as you remember, in the very
moment the negative state pseudo-wins, it signs its own death sentence
in that, following this pseudo-winning, it becomes defunct and no longer
needed. In that moment, it will be no more. So, from this point of view,
you can logically conclude, that no matter who does what, whether
during their sleep or in some kind of unconscious or conscious mode, they
all ultimately serve Me toward the ending of the negative state.
It is interesting to note that the realization of these facts about the
outcome of the negative state and human non-life is that, its pseudo-
winning is at the very same time its eternal ending, and in no way deters
the inhabitants of the Zone of Displacement, and all other propagators of
the pseudo-cause of the negative state from making an all-out effort to
reach the point of their pseudo-winning. Simply stated, they do not
believe that something like that can happen — no matter how much you
remind them of these facts. Nevertheless, this knowledge and awareness,
at the moment of the pseudo-winning and ending of the negative state
(which happen at the very same time), will be utilized for opening their
memories and for becoming aware of their voluntary status of their
participation in everything related to the negative state and human non-
life. Such conscious awareness of these facts, will make it much easier for
them to convert back to the positive state where, ultimately, everyone
belongs.
In response to Michael’s second question about the commonality of those
humans with similar types of sleeping disorders, or some commonality as
to the type of effort or work performed, it can be said that the only
commonality which can be found is in their symptoms and the way they
are externally manifested. However, this commonality ends right there.
The reasons why someone chose to have such sleeping disorders, and
what type of effort or work he/she is performing by having such a
condition, or what kinds of purpose, learning, illustration or
demonstration they serve by them, are infinitely different. They are
totally and completely individualized and personalized in all their
aspects. For that reason, each individual who might have such sleeping
disorders is responsible and accountable for asking Me, in his/her
individual state and effort for revealing whatever can be revealed about
the needs, purposes and outcomes of all such conditions. However, bear
in mind, please, that in most instances, it was agreed that anything
relating to the spiritual causative factors of such conditions may not be
available for knowing until recall from planet Zero. The effectiveness of
work or important specific learning provided by such conditions, could be
jeopardized by such premature knowledge. Also, security measures are in
place. For that reason, nothing more can be said about this situation on
the platform of these Dialogs.
In response to Michael’s third question about the counterproductiveness
of controlling sleep disorders by medications (he uses the term ‘drugs’)
available for that purpose, the issue here is, once again, in the purpose,
goal, reason, etc., for which any sleep disorder, or any disorder at all, was
chosen to have. In a very general and broad sense, anything at all that
makes it possible to control a disorderly condition, and by that factor,
enables any individual to perform useful work or a vocation and to lead a
relatively normal life, as compared to all others who do not suffer from
such a disorder, cannot be considered as counterproductive. In fact, in
such a case, it serves a useful purpose. Whatever serves a useful purpose,
is always by influx by Me. You have to understand that, for some very
important spiritual reasons, I also permit the utilization of many
external means (such as, for example, medications) to accomplish many
positive goals or outcomes. Whatever eliminates or at least, effectively
controls any disorderly condition, cannot be considered negative. In fact,
by its outcome, it is positive. Because it is positive, it stems from Me. One
of the many reasons why I allow this type of utilization in human non-
life, is to illustrate and demonstrate that such external non-spiritual
means can also serve a positive outcome. What is this situation telling
you? As mentioned above, in an ultimate sense, everything serves toward
the ending of the negative state. Because the underlying principle of the
non-life of the negative state and its human non-life is everything
disorderly, whatever controls or keeps this disorderliness in check
(whatever it may be), or whatever contributes to its elimination, is very
much productive. And individuals who agreed to have such disorders,
illustrate and demonstrate this fact of controlling them and, by such an
effort, they provide important learning for all.
The answer to Michael’s last question logically follows from what was
said above. Because the entire pseudo-creation is founded on the pseudo-
principle of disorder, any of its ‘planets,’ states, conditions, or whatever it
has, will definitely also have sleeping or any other disorders. In some
way, because other pseudo-dimensions of pseudo-creation are in the
position of the causative factors or they have a blueprint for whatever
takes place on planet Zero, their disorders are much more severe and
much more pronounced than the worst possible condition with any
human on planet Zero. So, yes, they do have the most severe sleep
disorders or to what these disorders spiritually correspond.
In response to Ardyth’s question about the pseudo-creators’ current level
and nature of their involvement in disentangling the negative structure
of human life and how I participate in that work, and whether there are
ways that you as My representatives are recommended to participate in
this work, be aware that a considerable degree of spiritual danger exists
in knowing all aspects of this process. The ‘how’ and the ‘nature’ part of
this question is the most vulnerable because should I describe it, it would
give the renegades and their minions all necessary information which
they are so desperately seeking in order to circumvent or make it very
difficult to accomplish this important work. The renegades know very
well that the final outcome of the fate of their negative non-life depends
on to what extent this work succeeds. The successful completion of the
process of this disentangling means their end. For that reason, they are
seeking any ways possible which would help them to either entirely
undermine this work or hinder it to the fullest possible extent so that its
outcome could be postponed indefinitely. I can tell you one thing though:
There is a special group of renegades whose assignment is to entice My
representatives to ask the type of questions, the answers to which would
give them a clue about the workings of My Divine Providence in the
matter of ending the non-life of the negative state and human non-life so
that they could interfere with these workings. So, be very much careful
what kinds of questions you are asking.
The only thing that can be said about this effort is that the pseudo-
creators with My full involvement, as well as with the full involvement of
all members of the New Universe, are making an all-out effort to
disentangle not only the negative structure of the so-called human life
but also the entirety of the negative state. After all, such effort cannot be
limited only to the outcome of the human non-life. The main effort in this
respect has to be directed toward the elimination of the totality of the
negative state and consequently, of its human non-life. One is dependent
on the other.
Your participation in this work, in the role of My true representatives,
lies solely in the way you function, behave, act, relate, talk, think, feel,
emote, will and treat Me, yourself and each other. If this way is based on
acceptance and practice of all principles of My New Revelation, you are
fulfilling your responsibility or, better to say, you are contributing
substantially to disentangling the negative structure of the human
aspect of your nature in particular and of the human non-life and the
negative state’s non-life in general. At the same time, the methods,
dynamics and processes of this work, are rooted in from what position
you function in this respect. In order to make a real contribution to this
noble cause, your effort should be directed entirely to functioning from
the position of your true ‘I am’ with firm control of your human ego
states. The more you function from the position of your true ‘I am,’ the
more you are contributing to this disentangling. On the other hand,
whenever you switch to functioning from the position of your ego, by that
function, you are reinforcing this deadly entanglement and subsequently,
you are contributing to the extension of the non-life of the negative state.
The issue of switching between your true ‘I am’ and your ‘ego’ brings us
to the questions posed by Mirko Leško. What is the switching mechanism
by which such switching is taking place and who makes the decisions
about to what mode this switching is done; or who has the right for such
decision-making and thus, who is being held responsible and judged for
such decisions? These are all deeply spiritual, mystical and philosophical
questions related to the nature, structure, dynamics and functions of the
sentient minds in general and human pseudo-sentient minds in
particular. In order to properly understand the intricacy of this setup, we
need to address some general structural designs of the sentient mind in
general and the human pseudo-sentient mind in particular.
We are going to begin with the definition of the concept of ‘individuality.’
From the spiritual standpoint, individuality is a unique conglomeration
of aspects, states, dynamics, processes and conditions by which any
sentient mind discharges his/her individualized and personalized being
and existence. This conglomeration reflects, in its relative condition, My
Absolute Individuality in all Its Aspects, States, Dynamics, Processes
and Conditions. In order for this discharge to take place, individuality is
equipped with certain tools, building blocks and structural components
which make it possible for each individual, in his/her own individuality,
to be what he/she is. Thus, in its conglomerate state, as you know,
individuality consists of its own individualized and personalized
Spiritual Mind, interior mind and external mind. In their integrative and
unified condition, they constitute the reality of being and existence of the
individualized one sentient mind. The central core of this mind is the
fully conscious awareness of self-awareness. It is rooted in the self-aware
(of its states and processes) true ‘I am.’ It is from the position of this self-
aware ‘I am’ that all functions, and everything else all-inclusively, are
being determined and ruled. Because this ‘I am,’ in its structure and
nature, derives from the Nature and Structure of My Absolute ‘I AM,’ its
entire content and meaning is pure positiveness and goodness stemming
from My Absolute Positiveness and Goodness. For that reason, as long as
anyone functions from his/her true ‘I am,’ he/she functions only in a
positive and good way; that is to say, in that case, he/she functions from
Me.
This is the setup existing in the positive state. As long as this setup
continues unabated, the negative state has no chance to take hold in
anyone’s mind. In order for invention, activation, establishment and full
manifestation of the non-life of the negative state and its human non-life
to take place, it was necessary to come up with an idea of something
entirely different from the existing setup of the positive state. Therefore,
if the central core of life is awareness of the self-aware ‘I am,’ and if
everything in being and existence is ruled and determined by the
functions of this self-aware ‘I am,’ in that case, it was necessary to invent
a state which would have a totally different arrangement. In this
different arrangement, the awareness that there is such a thing as the
self-aware ‘I am’ and its determining and ruling position, is isolated,
separated, repressed and put into an unconscious mode, and
subsequently replaced with something that resembles the true ‘I am’ in
that, it is able to say or to think of itself as ‘I am,’ but which,
nevertheless, has no concept of what anything and everything, including
itself, is all about. How would you be able to properly rule all aspects of
your life if you do not know what life, and everything else related to life
in general, is all about? This replacement of the true ‘I am’ was named
‘ego.’ This ego was put into a ruling position of all aspects of the pseudo-
life and human non-life. At the same time, it was put into an adversarial
position to the true ‘I am’ so that nothing of the true ‘I am’ could
influence the function of the ‘ego.’ The continuous enmity between the
true ‘I am’ and ‘ego’ was established.
The factor of enmity is contained in the symbolical depiction of the
events which took place in the Garden of Eden. As you remember, I said
the following words to the serpent: ‘And I will put enmity between you
and the woman, and between your seed and her Seed.’ (Genesis 3:15). In
this particular connotation, the serpent represents the ‘ego’ and woman
and her Seed represent the true ‘I am,’ in which I reside (the Seed).
As you see from these facts, no compromise is possible between the true ‘I
am’ and ‘ego’ or between the positive state and negative state; or between
the typical human non-life and the true life of everyone’s ‘I am’ in any of
their aspects or manifestations. The serpent in this case also represents
the artificially built pseudo-mind in its pseudo-integrative state which
consists of its own pseudo-spiritual mind, pseudo-interior mind and
pseudo-external mind. This pseudo-mind is superimposed on the true
mind and by the factor of that superimposing state, the true mind, in all
its aspects, is buried beneath the pseudo-mind. The central ruling and
determining core of this pseudo-mind, in all its aspects, is the ‘ego.’ In
order for this ego to properly function, it needs to be in control at all
times and it needs to keep all aspects of the true mind, rooted in the true
mind’s ‘I am,’ in an unconscious mode. For that reason, the vast majority
of inhabitants of the negative state and human non-life, have no
conscious awareness of this setup. This was the only way how the non-
life of the negative state and its human non-life could flourish in their
own pseudo-being and pseudo-existence.
So, as you see from this setup, in the negative state and human non-life
we have the following structure as related to their individualities: The
true sentient mind with its core as the true ‘I am’ which is/are in an
inaccessible and unconscious mode; the pseudo-sentient mind with its
core as the false ‘I am’ or its ‘ego’ which is/are in the accessible and
conscious mode; and their ability to function only from the position of
their conscious mode rooted in the ego states. Whenever anyone in the
negative state and human life says ‘I am,’ the awareness of this type of ‘I
am’ does not derive from his/her true ‘I am’ but from his/her ego’s ability
to conceive itself as being its own ‘I am.’ Thus, these people have no other
perception and conviction but that they are functioning from their ‘I am.’
After all, they are able to say the words ‘I am.’
However, the situation becomes entirely different once you become
consciously aware of this setup existing in the negative state and in the
human aspects of your nature. In that moment, and this is true for those
of you who are My representatives, you become fully consciously aware of
this setup. Once you become consciously aware of these facts, you become
responsible for the mode of your functions — from the position of your
true ‘I am’ or from the position of your ‘ego.’ In this theoretical sense,
that part of your individuality, which can be called ‘you,’ becomes
responsible for the switch. In this sense, ‘you’ can be considered as the
consciously aware portion of your totality which carries not only the
knowledge of having within its individuality the true ‘I am’ as well as the
false ‘I am’ or the ‘ego’, but, by the means of its will and desire, it is also
responsible for switching from one mode to another. Once you become
consciously aware of this situation, your will, your inclinations, your
wants, your desires and similar attributes in you determine from what
position you will function.
In this sense it is not that much of being tangibly aware of the core of
your true sentient mind — your true ‘I am,’ but how and in what manner
you exhibit your individuality, attitudes and functions. If you are
exhibiting in your behavior, attitude and in everything else such
characteristics as the utmost kindness, love, respect, tolerance,
appreciation, gratitude, thankfulness, appreciation, compassion,
empathy, mercy, forgiveness, understanding, modesty, humbleness,
humility, patience, endurance, determination, goodness and all other
similar traits and characteristics, and if you ascribe them as being gifts
from Me Who Is in their Absolute Condition, in that case you are
functioning from your true ‘I am’ and ultimately, from Me in you. On the
other hand, whenever you exhibit in your behavior, attitude and in
everything else such characteristics and traits as anger, hostility,
viciousness, revenge, hate, selfishness, non-forgiveness, grudges,
disrespect, intolerance, mercilessness, disregard, rudeness, self-
aggrandizement, boastfulness, arrogance, and all similar negative
characteristics and traits, considering yourself more important, more
special, more different, more unique, more deserving, and more
everything else than anyone else, in that case, you are functioning from
the position of your ego.
Thus, based on these facts, you can say that the responsibility for all
these factors lies with your being consciously aware of this setup. In this
sense, it is ‘you’ and, in it, your will, inclinations, wants and desires,
which has the right of decision as well as being judged for such decisions
and switching. The true ‘I am’ cannot be judged because it is not being
given a chance to manifest itself fully, or even partially, in your life. The
ego is blind and defective, not knowing anything for sure. Because ‘ego’ is
an artificial, transient and temporary construct, it is not responsible for
anything and therefore, it cannot be judged. Only that one who has
conscious awareness of all these facts (as well as unconscious awareness)
is responsible and accountable for all his/her decisions and switches.
Thus, in this sense, it is ‘you’ who is in that position and role.
And finally, how is it possible that sometimes, even though you are
consciously aware that you are being ruled by your ego states, and you
want to and are asking for switching to your true ‘I am,’ you are
somehow not succeeding in your efforts in this respect? The answer to
this question, in most instances, has an individualized and personalized
nature. The reasons for such occasional failures would be very much
different from one individual to another. There is no all-inclusive, fitting-
to-all reason for this to happen. It all depends on everyone’s personal and
individual intentions, motivations, inclinations, wants, desires, wishes,
etc., with which they are trying to control their ego and with which they
are attempting to function from the position of their ‘I am.’ It is advisable
therefore, that whenever you find yourself in this kind of predicament,
you very carefully explore all aspects of your intentions, motivations,
desires, wishes, wants, inclinations, etc., with which you are approaching
this switch as well as your request for helping you in your efforts in this
respect.
On the other hand, some failures in cases like that are also permitted to
happen in order to illustrate and demonstrate the stubborn, unyielding,
rigid, obstinate and unwilling nature of the negative state and its human
non-life. At the same time, they also show that no matter how many
failures anyone amongst My representatives would experience in this
respect, they will never give up in making continuous efforts to function
from the position of their true ‘I am,’ that is, from the position of the
positive state, and ultimately, from the position of Me in them. And this
is what all these things are all about.
At this point, Peter, I would recommend to finish it for now. Go and take
a long rest and enjoy your days as much as possible under your fragile
physical condition.
Peter: Thank You very much for all these interesting answers. I’ll take
Your advice. Until the next time — if at all.
Source: DIALOGUES WITH THE LORD JESUS CHRIST PART 2.